Thursday, June 22, 2017

Reflection of a Work Horse

I’ve worked on two different business paths since I started my adult life. For the first 18 years I worked as an employee. Just like a horse with eyes partially covered to stay focused on the road, I worked on my functional responsibility and earned good salary. After a while I’ve been able to make money on the side by investing on stocks and properties. My biggest grief at work then was the stupid corporate politics and the people that used their good brains to play the corporate politics. Other than that, risk was really low, money was easy. It’s probably a similar feeling to owning a popular but generic brand of a car...it’s nothing to brag about, but it’s economical and there are many service stations along the way to cover for risks.

Over the past 3 years I’ve taken a new path, working on business as a business owner. I worked with no blindfold on, seeing everything, deciding everything, feeling every risk. When the time comes hopefully I will be reaping the hefty benefit for doing all that. There is a reason why horses are often given the partial blinds – they can’t handle the distraction and the surprises. As a business owner I feel like a horse in the middle of the city without the blinds on...It takes a lot to keep calm and focused. As an employee I was trained to improve my skills. As a business owner I have been forced by my responsibilities to deepen my wisdom. The feeling of owning a business is similar to building my own car or growing my own food...lots to brag about, but a lot of hard-work and pain to keep it running.

Now that I’ve done both I can understand the benefits and drawbacks of both sides. It is absolutely true that working as an employee can be really “soul sapping”. Being partially blindfolded and told to move forward can be intellectually insulting. Also, when you have to deal with so many other horses that are also partially blindfolded, you tend to bump into each other and kick each other. Having said that, I’ve been a highly paid workhorse. My monthly salary in my last job was bigger than the average monthly net profit of my current company. And the monthly profit is still to be distributed with my business partners.

On the other hand life as a business owner has its benefits. I’ve never felt so empowered. I’ve given employment to 20 people; many of them are married and with a growing family. In addition to that there are all the business partners, big and small, who also benefit from my business. Even customers treat me with respect, knowing that I am an owner, not an employee. It is a feeling that I’ll never have in a corporate world. It is a powerfully energizing feeling, despite the stress that comes with it.

So will I ever come back to the corporate world? Will a horse that has seen everything want to be partially blind folded again? It is possible, but it is probably not easy.

In fact, whatever my next step is, it is unlikely that I want to be a horse again…not a business horse anyway. I'm sure there are other things that I can do.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

A Perspective on Nuclear

Our so-called modern society has been built on very narrow view on life. 

For example, ever since we discovered nuclear capabilities, many countries in the world are obsessed about it. Some are seeing it as the ultimate weapon; some others are spending so much time trying to use it as a highly dangerous power generator. Either way, the obsession to nuclear is such as if it is the ultimate technology humanity can ever come to. In the mean time, the world spends very little time to figure out the magic of nature, like how a bright, fragrant pink rose can emerge from nothing other than brown soil, air, water and sunlight. Next to the rose, the same brown soil, air, water and sunlight produce sweet purple grapes and sour and yellow lemon. There is so much to discover from nature and here is humanity cooped up with nuclear.

The truth is no amount of nuclear power can kill so many as climate change could. Why does it matter if the USA, Russia and China have thousands of nuclear warheads, if at the same time the farmers are unable to harvest because the climate has changed? We may all die of starvation before any of those nuclear warhead got to be used. Societies, countries are so afraid of the nuclear power because they are looking at it from a very fearful perspective. If we take away the fear factor, it will become so clear that the US need not need to care if a crazy guy from North Korea is chasing a nuclear capability. He may even lost interest in the subject the moment the media stop mentioning his name.

There is nothing to fear. If we are meant to die, we will (there are millions of ways death can happen). On the other hand, if we are meant to live, we won’t be dead even if we try. If humans stop being so fearful then the stupid nuclear race will die on its own path like an old balloon that’s fade and soon to “pop” (to quote Cole Porter). 

 

Friday, January 13, 2017

Why Does It Matter

Far away where the sky meets the earth
The sun sets the same for you and I
Does it matter the place of my birth
Aren't we just passing by

When a gust of wind touches our eyes
Tears flow through the same for you and I
Does it matter my look and my guise
Aren't we merely ashes when we die

From a mountain born a river of clear water
Flowing day and night abundantly for you and I
Does it matter how I talk to my Creator
Aren't we all just trying to get by